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1) My Story2) Modern day Influences3) The New Age deception4) The Alien Deception5) The Illuminati, Mystery Schools and the NWO6) Saturn Worship7) Babylon, nimrod and sun worship8) The Nephilim, fallen angels, the flood & DNAcorruption9) Creation VS evolution10) Conclusion, where do we go from here?
IntroductionI would like to start by saying thank you for taking the time to read my book, I wrote my first book in2005 which was an ongoing process before that, my main goal was to dedicate my life on finding thetruth, for everyone I knew and myself. I got into the new age movement at age eighteen and didhardcore research from then till now (age 29) along with practise and experience I am here today toreveal to you the biggest deception in human history that has been ongoing from the beginning oftime. My first book was somewhat “new age” because that’s where I was in my understanding at thetime, looking into the mystery religions and teachings of our ancient ancestors. I was anchored in mybeliefs and experiences till late 2013 where I had a series of experiences and knowledge revealed tome that would change my life completely and turn me 180 degrees to where I was headed. Many ofyou who read this may be in the new age movement, an atheist or other belief systems so pleaseread with an open mind and understanding, I have done the very best I can to prove evidence andconnect the dots to show you what my current understanding is. I’m not going to claim it’s all 100%accurate but I advise you to take it all in with a pinch of salt and do your own research, I haveprovided source material on where I got my information from, and also how it ties into my ownexperiences with the subjects. If you are not comfortable with having your belief systems challengedI suggest you don’t carry on any further, but I recommend you read what I have to say because inthe end times we live in, it is crucial everyone know the truth on what is to come.the reason I wrote this book is because I care so much about you guys and I wouldn’t want any ofyou to go down the same path I did, If you decide to carry on down the new age route, please readthis book and take consideration of what I am saying. There has been a few people I know who havecome off the path and came to the same revelation as I did; I only hope you come to the sameconclusions before it’s too late. I do apologize to anyone in advance if I may sound harsh at times,but it’s only due to my passion for the truth and freedom of the human soul. Most of what I say maysound completely unbelievable or farfetched which is understandable to someone who has noknowledge or experience in these subjects and for any reason you chose to stop reading, I can onlyhope that one day you see the truth for yourself and that these words pop into your head and bevigilant. We live in a world full of deception that enter all of our senses, bombarded with lies andpropaganda, only when you deprogram yourself of what you know and start taking steps backwardsyou will start noticing how the population are being brainwashed with certain agendas. It has takenme over ten years to put this huge puzzle together and get to the bottom of it, most of what you willresearch is complete rubbish and half truths, my method was to put it all together and strip awaythe rubbish until only the common truth remained. Please don’t listen to any one man for reasonsbeing most of the new age teachers are part of the agenda, I had a huge truth revealed to me whichmade the whole thing clear as crystal, all the nagging questions and feelings I have ever had, gotanswered!I would like to thank all my friends and family who had to put up with me in the past ten years andthank you for not walking away and disowning me, it’s been a hell of a journey and I’m very thankfulyou are taking the time to read this book Nathan
Chapter 1: My StoryBefore I start I want to give a little warning, some things may be disturbing to the reader or maysound unbelievable but I assure you everything I write about happened.This all started when I was sixteen years old, I had just started my work experience at the place mydad worked. I remembered seeing a TV programme the night before about out of body experiencesand didn’t doubt it for a second, I was always a huge believer in ghosts and the paranormal. I talkedto my dad about it and he mentioned he had tried it when he was younger but never pursued due toit actually working, scaring him to death.I then started looking it up online and the techniques on how it was done, to my surprise it was verycommon to experience, so I started printing off a load of pages to read when I got home. I did a lotof reading that day, thought when I went to bed I would give it a go, what did I have to lose?I lay there for couple hours trying these techniques but got frustrated it didn’t work, so I gave up andtried to go to sleep, to my surprise as soon as I nodded off suddenly I got this tingling sensation andvibrated suddenly, my eyes weren’t open at this point but I could see myself floating up to theceiling, feeling like I was weightless. I panicked so much I thought I was having a heart attack and dideverything to float back down to my body, I felt a "snap" when I got back in and couldn’t believewhat just happened. From then on I followed my dad’s advice and never tried it again. I must havebeen eighteen or nineteen when I plucked up the courage to try it again, I just left school and my ITtraining scheme. I had no job and not much to do, so I decided to pursue my thirst for knowledgeand wisdom, this empty void inside that I desperately tried to fill with answers. Only God knowswhat was about to follow.As a child I constantly read books about ghosts and aliens, usually from the library and school. I hada very strong thirst to know the truth about these matters, I had no idea where this thirst camefrom, but only that later on in life I knew I would go on a quest in search of truth. I spent a lot of timealone as a child, this gave me plenty of time to be alone with my thoughts and contemplate. I wouldgo into these “meditation” like states where I would ask questions about the universe and receiveddetailed analogies on how everything worked, also revelations about ghosts and other paranormalphenomena. Some of these revelations included how to dismantle the big bang theory, how we livein an illusionary matrix like a computer game, how ghosts existed and things about dying. I musthave been eight years old when this was happening. I went to high school and moved about a fewtimes and got distracted in life (as you do), but I have memories of when I was really young that Icouldn’t explain. For instance when I was less than one year old, I remember being placed in a metalbowl to be weighed, and what the nurse looked like. Another memory was when I lit a match and setmy nappy on fire, I watched myself doing this in third person. A few other accidents I had, in which Iwas out of body watching myself do these things. I really don’t know why or how this happened,later wondered if it was actually me doing it? Or was something influencing me to do it? Whoknows?A few times in my life I would get stuck on something like a computer game or fixing stupidproblems with my pc, and because I was so dedicated to sorting these problems out, I would go tosleep with these questions constantly on my mind, and in my dreams I would get detailedinstructions on how to sort these problems out. Almost like a YouTube walkthrough video, so I
would wake up and go try these out, and they worked!! I don’t really know to this day where thisinformation came from, unless I tapped into some kind of human collective consciousness?At the start of this journey I thought I would resume my out of body experience experiment, as now Ihad no job and not much to do. At this point of my life I was very depressed and had a "screw life"attitude. This is hard to admit but I had a horrible time through school and not much luck with girls. Igot into heavy metal music and took a rebellious life style, went to rock nights with my mates andgot involved with likeminded people. For the first time in my life I felt like I fit in with a crowd and Iwas understood. I grew up an atheist and a God hater for everything I went through and neverthought twice about it. I didn’t believe in God, but if he did exist I was really mad at him for lettingme go through this crap. After being atheist so long I started getting into science because I lovedknowing how things worked and the technical side of things.I had questioned so much as a child about God, which I had run out of questions and had noanswers; I got really frustrated with this so I gave up. I really liked science because I thought I couldget closer to figuring life out and getting answers to my very deep questions. When I resumed myout body experiences I used it as a form of escapism, due to being depressed and unhappy with theworld, I used it to go to different places and meet different beings.It was a totally new life for me and very exciting! I used to visit different planets, meet with verystrange beings and I was limitless to what I could do. Flying was always my favourite due to beingable to feel the wind hitting my face, the speed and hearing the roaring of the wind passing my ears.Some things were very adrenalin pumping! It’s understandable why some people would think theseare only dreams, unless you have done this for yourself, you can’t really put it into words.Apart from saying that it’s probably more "real" than real life, You can see more colour, cansometimes see in 360 degree vision, things taste incredible and if done right, you can be in perfectcontrol. You could say it was like lucid dreaming, I found it hard to distinguish the two, until I feltmyself leave and come back from my body. For those who don’t believe in Astral Projection (as it’scalled) I suggest looking it up, but don’t recommend trying it. Although at the time I did this everynight for two years, I wasn’t expecting what followed. In these out of body experiences I startedbecoming very spiritual in my life, becoming close to God from what I felt. Being an atheist most ofmy life, this was hard to accept, but I had come to a point in my life I surrendered and I wanted out.I didn’t want to be here anymore and I wanted to be in the afterlife. I had shred my fear of deathand become accustom to the spiritual realms. I just stayed in bed all day and night going out of body,kind of like what some gamers do games, but in out of body experiences instead.This went on for about two years; I was starting to exhibit strange symptoms in waking life, such asspeeding and slowing down of time, and moments of great clarity.I would be out with my friends and they would wonder what was wrong with me, sometimes I wouldget over whelming feelings of love and oneness with all and everyone around me. I would get verystrong spiritual realizations and understandings come through to me.When I was about nine or ten, I had a ghostly experience in my cousin’s house. I was lying in bed andfelt something press down on my legs, I thought it was the cat but realised it was so heavy I couldn’tmove. I sat up to throw the cat off but there was nothing there, just an embedded shape on thequilt. Obviously I was terrified but just tried to ignore it. My second experience was when I was on aghost hunt in Margam Castle in Port Talbot, here I met Richard Felix the historian off "most haunted"
the TV programme. I wondered off into an empty room just to go exploring, this room has no doorsor windows, just an empty room with a table and two chairs in it. I went in and suddenly one of thechairs flipped over so I ran out the room as quick as I could.In later years I had plenty of ghostly experiences and weird things going on, not really going to gointo detail about these. Few months later my brother and I attended a psychic course, to developpsychic ability. It was here I experienced my second attack, which I didn’t know what was happeningat the time, but later in my life I found out what it was and how to deal with it. I was sitting at thetable listening to the guy talking about spiritual things, I kind of zoned out because I knew more thanhe did, suddenly I started getting REALLY hot, I mean it felt like I was burning alive! The sweatstarted dripping off me, I panicked and didn’t know what to do, and everyone in the room juststared at me not knowing what was going on. At that point my mind started going all weird and Icouldn’t think straight, the psychic guy tried snapping me out of it by asking me maths questions,which I’m useless at anyway. I went to the toilet and washed my face, I thought to myself, that Inever experienced this before and what was it? The guy told me it was a ghost of a boy who diedoutside this pub a few weeks ago, and tried to connect with me as I had burns all over my body.Later on in life I realised it wasn’t this at all.When I was in my out of body stage in my life I started making journals of what I experienced, Istarted getting prophetic visions on the future and end of the world scenarios. I couldn’t understandthis because I had not known of anything that suggested we were in the end times. This was in the2003-2004 time period. A month solid I was having OBE's and every single one I was in a tsunami andgetting hit by one, didn’t understand what was going on until a month later the Asian tsunami hit inthe beginning of 2004, I was pretty freaked out by this! From this point I started paying closeattention from now on. I was getting visions of martial law, wars against the people vs. government,zombie apocalypses; sink holes swallowing people and a lot more things. The one that stood out forme the most was the "Staged" UFO invasions. I have been having these for years, usually in thesevisions, these UFO's come down and destroy big cities and I’m the only one that knows what’s goingon, shouting at people who are running round in terror. I seemed to know that these UFOs wereholograms or government ships used to deceive the public. I tried warning people of this false UFOinvasion, but everyone was running round screaming in panic. Was only till 2011 I realised whatthese dreams meant, I will discuss this topic later in the chapter "the alien deception"When all this was going on I was currently living with my parents, I had opened up an MSN chatroom called “Astral Projection” for chatting to likeminded people. It was in this room I met my friendBrad and a few others. I also met my ex girlfriend online around this time, for years later I would getto know these people intimately. Brad got me involved with a group on MSN that was lead by a fewpsychic women, one of them whom he was dating. This group of people invited me in and made mefeel special by giving me free readings and revealing secret knowledge to me, but after a few weeks Istarted noticing some very disturbing things. First thing I noticed was they had a strange obsessionwith dragons and having dragon spirit guides, At this point I began having an interest in dragons too.The next thing I noticed was brads girlfriend started telling me she was a vampire, me being me Ilaughed my head off and just thought she was a nut job. She would tell me she used to black out andanother personality would take over, and would grow fangs.
At this point I had no idea what I was getting into; I just shrugged this off as being ridiculous anddidn’t really take any notice. I don’t know what happened next, apart from the group accusing me ofbeing a spy and revealing their secrets, I was really confused what was going on, At this point Ithought about quitting because it was getting too strange for me. I had created an MSN group andmade articles on my current understandings of the spiritual subjects I had learned up to this point.Brad started behaving very strange, believing the group about me being a spy and infiltrating theirgroup, suddenly I was about to experience something I will never forget.Some presence surrounded my room that I had NEVER felt before, this was my first ever experiencewith a negative spirit and it stayed in my room for a good while.I had no idea what it was at the time but I knew one thing, it felt disgusting, vile and evil beyondwords. I felt a sickness in my gut that I really couldn’t explain, still to this day not felt something thisbad. The atmosphere in my room felt so heavy, felt like tar and I could cut it with a knife.It got to the point I couldn’t stay in my room anymore, it was poison.I slept downstairs for a few weeks and at that time I went to Download festival in 2004.When I was in the festival I went back to normal and felt fine, as soon as I came back and walkedinto my room it HIT me like a wall of bricks. I decided I had enough of this and did everything I couldto get rid of this presence. At this point I realised that demons were real.In later years I would l would learn to recognise this feeling and how to deal with these demons ordisturbed spirits.I quit this group and decided to ignore it all, thought it was a pile of crap. One day I was sitting at myPC with the TV on and a programme came on that grabbed my attention, “the 10 most ridiculousconspiracy theories” so I began to watch. The usual nine theories I had already heard of but atnumber one was David Icke talking about the royal family being human reptilian hybrids. For someunknown reason I didn’t laugh or think it was stupid, my gut told me to take note and research this,surely no one in their right mind would go public with this and face ridicule if there wasn’t at leastsome truth in it. I spent two weeks reading one of his books and articles on the subject. It was here Iwas about to learn something very important that would save my friends life. I had gathered enoughinformation and sent it to Brad, I had learnt this group was corrupt and connecting spiritually tosomething very demonic, Brad told me he had been invited to America where these girls lived. I toldhim not to go because I believed they would do something very bad to him, he later saw the truthand backed out and I was very glad! At this point I believed these people to be possessed by thesereptilian entities David Icke went on about, as the whole vampire and reptilian subjects seemed tobe very similar. I made connections on vampires actually being shape shifting reptiles that could shiftfrom human into reptile beings who would feed on humans. I thought the whole "vampires beingbats" a false image, throwing people off. I know I’m being really vague here and not going into thereasons why I believed this, but research like Icke has done goes very in depth in this area.Lets just say now I know what they REALLY are; I will get into detail later on.Once all this drama was over I started getting back into truth seeking and experimenting with out ofbody experiences and advancing my spirituality and oneness with the universe. At the time it waslike being high on drugs, I would have moments of lucidity where I would feel ecstasy andoverwhelming love and connection with all around me. Not long after I became aware of theconspiracy side to what I was getting into and the connection it had with the spiritual world.You wouldn’t think they both had a connection, but they are connected more closely than you could
imagine, I just didn’t know it at the time.The more I looked into it I realised how dominant it was in the world and where it was all headed, itstarted bringing me down energetically and emotionally. At the time I knew it was a part of myjourney and needed to learn this information for later in my life, and how right I was.These overwhelming amazing feelings I used to get stopped after a while, and it was like I wascoming down off drugs, got depressed again and thought of ways of getting these happy feelingsback into my life. Later when I moved into my own place, I was researching psychedelic drugs andhow they played a part in our history. The ancient civilizations used them to speak with the spiritsand gain advanced knowledge, also how tribes would gain enlightenment.I started doing heavy research on psychedelics and what they all did, pros and cons.When I was satisfied with what I had researched I started taking these drugs to experiment and tryto interact with the spirit world in a more lucid state.I first started with magic mushrooms, I did this on my own at night time, and I planned to stay in bedand just go with the flow and see what happened. The aim was to connect to higher spiritual realmsand maybe connect with a divine intelligence, diving deep into the unknown and I wasn’t afraid towhat would happen. I had dedicated my life on finding the truth and I went where ever the truthtook me, good or bad. I had just finished reading DMT the spirit molecule where volunteers under acontrolled environment were undergoing an experiment. These people were injected large amountsof DMT into their bloodstream and recorded the experience under supervision by Rick Strassman.These people were forced out of body and were in the presence of strange beings and went tostrange places, I wanted to experience this for myself if I was going to be able to learn and judge it.My philosophy is that I can’t preach about something unless I have done it for myself.Long story short, in my mushroom experience it went on for six hours. In this time I experiencedthings such as pure bliss and joy, an overwhelming feeling of love and oneness with all, pure ecstasy.I felt as though I was melted into my bed and it was one with me, felt like I was having a constantorgasm for six hours, pretty mind blowing experience, also couldn’t stop laughing!Also the artwork on my walls came out in 3D and I kept having visions of my being a triangle of lightinterconnecting into a huge web of light triangles, was odd.I then took LSD few months later and just experienced being really happy and listening to music thatfelt like it was pumping out of me, the experience was weak and didn’t last long.I took a huge dose of salvia one time with some friends and it taught me a massive lesson.Basically I lost my sense of direction and my vision opened up in 360 degree vision, the room wentinto a mish mash of repetitive images. I felt as though my brain was broken and wasn’t working so Ipanicked and went to lie on the floor so I KNEW I was on the floor, I had no idea where I was. I sawthis blackness come and took away my vision completely. According to my friends I blacked out forfive minutes. I remember myself being in a black void alone, looking at my life in a small box in thedistance where I could see my friends waving their hands in front of my face, I remember thinking Ididn’t have an identity and I wondered if I should go back to my “play” as Nathan, like it was amovie. I remembered thinking I was playing a role, and I shouldn’t leave. As I could see this boxcoming closer I could hear a really loud laughing in the distance and getting closer, I realised it wasme going back into my body, when I was completely back I had no idea what I was laughing at, my
friends said I was laughing so hard, but my soul wasn’t laughing. From that day on I knew somethingwas wrong but couldn’t explain it, so I never touched anything again.I thought I knew everything about psychedelics, which I probably knew a lot, but nothing canprepare you from what’s on the other side!From here I started looking into these spirits that the ancients used to contact with and theirmessage to humanity, our history with psychedelics and how ancient knowledge connected with thissubject. I was very huge on alien and UFO research about this time in my life too, I previouslyresearched it but not in depth as I was at this point, after my psychedelic experiences it got mycurious why people were having experiences where they would be abducted while under theinfluence, and meeting these beings. Around this time I was writing my previous book and made itinto a website for those who might be interested in the truth and my experiences with them, I knowit was around this time because I was incorporating my psychedelic experiences into a chapter, Iwould still be adding to this book years later after I finished, slowly updating information I found.I had been meditating since I started this whole journey and it aided in my OBE’s and I learnt a lotabout the chakras and my spiritual energy pathways, I used these efficiently and used them in myeveryday life. Unfortunately I didn’t know what it was doing to me in the wrong run, which I finallylearned recently (end of summer 2013).In my OBE’s I was constantly seeing UFO's and talking to alien beings who would give me messages.These messages would tell me I’m from some other planet incarnated on earth to help humanity inaiding evolution. That when I went out of body I was going home, and I wasn’t on earth for long, thatI would help spread the message they gave me, they fed me very detailed information about theoccult and gave me visions of my past lives. It wasn’t just visions they gave me, but I literally felt verydeep emotions and felt in my soul it was true. They basically told me what I wanted to hear, andshown me what I wanted to see. They made me feel very special and that I was a select few whoknew this information. This also had the side effect of depression because I felt alone and I wasalienated from the world and no one understood me, making me feel how I felt in my childhood andteens. I thought I might be crazy and that it was all in my head, but knowing the people I had metand the supernatural things that were happening externally in my life reminded me it wasn’t in myhead, but in fact happening in everyday life. One thing that happens when you contact these spiritsis that they create synchronicities in your life; they guide you and show you things that happen infront of your face you can’t deny. They make supernatural things happen in your life so you feel it’s aconfirmation that it’s real.I was confused as why I never met any spiritual beings on my psychedelic trips and only did when Iwent out of body; shortly after I gave up psychedelics I kept having more dreams about aliens again.One night I was sleeping, I woke up after a weird dream then nodded off back to sleep. I was stillawake but slipping into that state you start dreaming but still awake, I had this very clear vision of aUFO above my house with two grey aliens in it, I heard a very clear voice in my head “can we comein?” I subconsciously said yes, and suddenly my body started vibrating so hard I felt like I was beingelectrocuted and tortured. I shouted so loud for it to stop, I was paralysed and kept shouting for it tostop. Once the vibrations started disappearing I could start moving again and I sat up, I saw thisshadow being in front of me with this cold stare like it had no emotion, it was shaped like a smallgrey alien. At this point I was absolutely terrified and didn’t know if it was a positive or negativeexperience, I was totally baffled! I wish I could have understood exactly what went on.
I know for some people reading this it may sound really farfetched and I understand, but I have keptthis to myself since 2005 and only revealing it now because I totally understand what had happenedto me and can warn others against it. I was heavily into the new age and its philosophy that we alllived in an illusion, that we were really all one consciousness and that aliens were makingthemselves known to us now to help us evolve into spiritual beings. I thought that I was evolvinginto a higher state of being because I was gaining psychic ability and that I had the gift of secondsight, I could predict things that would come true. This second sight gave me the ability to be verycreative with my artwork and music creating. Although I was gaining these cool gifts, they also hadside effects which included extreme migraines, bleeding nose and heart palpitations. I startedbecoming very depressed, but used meditation to uplift myself mostly daily. I used to get drained ofenergy to the point sometimes I couldn’t even walk or be bothered to get up and do anything. I putit down to using these gifts that drained me, later I would learn the truth.At the time the new agers called these “ascension symptoms” and I used to question that if thesegifts were so good why did it take a huge toll on my body? If I was evolving into a spiritual body thensurely I could get fewer symptoms. Funny thing is I never got the cold or flu for years and I took thisas a sign that it was working, but instead I gained extremely painful migraines nearly every day andheavy nose bleeds, they started happening around the time I started my job in Jewson. I thoughtmaybe it was the computers or lighting that did this, but now I know better.I moved from the country to town and suddenly I had huge interest from women, maybe it wasbecause I had my own place and lived in town now. I dated a few women but never blossomed intoanything, about a year later I met up with my ex girlfriend who I met online.I had been friends with her since I was 16 and we pretty much talked every day till we met, we hadthis really strong connection. First day I met her and I saw her I fell in love instantly, never feltanything like it in my life. She was also a spiritual person so felt I had a deeper connection, I knewabout her past and her history with her being a Goth and a Satanist in school. Being around thewrong crowd and having friends who were involved with witch craft. At the time it didn’t bother mebecause I thought she left all that behind and was more spiritual now, but if I mentioned God shewould show hatred and blame but then said she didn’t believe in God. I used to ask how she canbelieve in spirits and not God? Anyway, because I loved her what she believed didn’t matter, I knewshe suffered with strong depression and had spiri
I got into the new age movement at age eighteen and did hardcore research from then till now (age 29) along with practise and experience I am here today to reveal to you the biggest deception in human history that has been ongoing from the beginning of time. My first book was somewhat new age
