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I do not insist that you must agree with me, believe what I say or subjugateyour truth to mine. That is the opposite of what I want. I simply invite youto read what I have written with your own discernment and truth firmly inplace. If you find resonance with what is presented, then your heart istelling you that the ideas presented here are "right for you".You will notice that this work is presented in the form of a series ofconversations between myself and a variety of spirit beings. You mightwonder how I come to be able to create these dialogues with beings thatare not, in the normal sense of the word, present on this Earth. In essence,the answer is that I have spent many years and a great deal of dedicatedeffort in teaching myself how to do this. I will, in due course, as a part of afollow-up work, explain exactly how I do what I do and offer somethoughts as to how you too may develop such a facility should you sodesire. I don't like to call what I do "channelling". I do not give over myfaculties to another being to speak though me. I prefer to call it "intuitiveconversation". I simply ask the questions and then allow the truth in myheart to provide me with an answer. And then I type what I receive. But itis not really important how I derive these words. I do not want to claimany authority for these words as a result of the fact that they ostensiblycome from some great beings from the higher-dimensional far-beyond. Iwould very much hope that you will decide for yourself to what degreethese words are true for you based upon your own resonance with thewords themselves.Finally, you might notice that the earlier chapters of this book are less fluidand possibly more naïve than the later chapters. In updating this work Iconsidered revising the first chapters to bring them up to the standard ofthe later chapters. I decided against this course, however, as this is howthe book unfolded for me and for those who were reading it, chapter-bychapter on my website, when I was writing it. This is the progression of myown soul as a result of being exposed to the ideas presented herein.Certainly the latter chapters are my best, but equally they were onlypossible as a result of the groundwork laid in the early chapters. So I let itstand as is.Zingdad The Ascension Papers Page 5

And now, without further ado, I present to you my offering of love to theworld, a gift which I freely give to you, with a joyful and open heart. Hereis: The Ascension Papers, by Zingdad.With so much love,Zingda]Arn “Zingdad” AllinghamKnysna, South Africa15 July 2014*****Zingdad The Ascension Papers Page 6

Chapter 1.An Introductionto ZingdadMy dear reader,Perhaps you will find it overly self-indulgent of me that I begin this workwith a whole chapter dedicated to introducing myself to you. And, whenyou begin to read this chapter, perhaps you will find it a little strange that Irelate my “past life” stories to you.In your position I might very well be wondering, “Where is this allleading?” And so I find myself begging your patience, even as you firstbegin this journey with me. There is a very good reason that I must beginthis work with this introduction, why I must tell you of my experiences inre-incarnation. You see, these stories, my stories, are not simply themeans by which I have been able to experience and discover all that I haveneeded in order to be able to be the scribe of this work; they also form theexamples that I have to offer you in support and explanation of the truthsand insights offered in later chapters.So bear with me, dear reader, as I tell you of the genesis of my soul, of thelifetimes that I have lived and (briefly) of what this has meant to me. And Ivery much do believe that you will feel amply rewarded as you delve intothe following chapters and find yourself armed with the means for deepercomprehension.I have spent a lot of energy in this lifetime in trying to find true innerpeace, self-love and self-trust. Early on, I realised that I would struggle toheal my inner-pain if I did not know what had caused it in the first place.So, an important part of my journey has included a deep foray into thatZingdad The Ascension Papers Page 7

which occurred prior to this life and the discovery, for myself, of who Ireally am. I derived this information from conversations, such as those thatwill follow in this book, through meditation, hypnosis, auto-hypnosis andalso from a couple of conversations with my lady-love's "Higher-Self"whilst she was in a trance state. I furthermore experienced an intensiveseries of amazingly healing hypnotic regressions with a giftedhypnotherapist. And while my story is subject to change as I continue todiscover more about myself, below is a brief introduction to who I am.OriginsI will start my story with a council meeting of the group of Light-Beingswho created this reality. They were discussing how this reality that weinhabit would be brought to a close so that a new reality could take itsplace. A bit like one game coming to an end so that another can be played.The way these games are played is that each Light-Being is responsible fora particular role in each game. The current game in question, our wholereality, is quite an interesting one. It is a game where some of these BrightOnes had created many manifestations (also called incarnations) that hadbeen able to experience "individuality". In order to make this game work,something pretty radical had to be achieved. The aspects of the BrightOnes that were to play inside the game had to actually forget that they areall ONE; they had to forget their own eternal, immortal nature. Nowhere inAll That Is had such a thing been done before.In order to give the game direction, the concept of "polarity" had been setinto place. In the absence of the knowledge of their own divine purpose,players needed something else to give them a spur to growth andprogression. Previous games had floundered as a result of insufficientimpetus. And so it was decided that there would be two main "camps",which would result in rivalry, competition and conflict. The two campswere defined by whom the players would serve. On the one side would bethose that serve themselves, and on the other side would be those thatserve others. And so the game is being played out with fragments of theBright Ones having incarnations in the system through which they havebeen experiencing the ecstasies and the miseries of life in this place. In soZingdad The Ascension Papers Page 8

doing, they have been discovering who they really are from a position ofabsolute forgetfulness. It is a marvellous, amazing, grand experiment inconsciousness and the rewards are truly phenomenal. But now, as the timeapproaches to bring the game to a close, the Council gathers to see whatmust be done. It is perceived that there will be some considerabledifficulty in ending the game successfully without causing harm andtrauma to the players; those aspects of the Bright Ones that are deeplyengaged in the game as incarnated souls.Can you see the problem?In order for the game to work, all the players had to forget that they werejust players and engage very deeply with the game, as if it were utterlyreal and true. As they played the game of separation they would come tofeel powerful emotions, such as hatred and anger towards some andkindness and need towards others and this would compel them to burythemselves very deeply in the game. And so it was that players would findthemselves unable to even begin to conceive of it that the game was notcompletely real and completely serious. Which was fine, for so long as thegame was to continue, but a problem occurred when the Bright Oneswanted to end the game. Beings as totally engrossed in the game as theplayers are will not simply stop playing and return to full remembrancewhen it is time to stop! And their free will cannot simply be breached andthe game forcibly ended, as this would cause the players profound traumaand teach them that they are not the creators of their own reality. Thiswould undo the whole point of the game, which is growth and learning;particularly learning about creation.So, ending the game would have to be done carefully and with somedelicacy. The only way to do it would be bring to the game a greattransformational turning point in which each and every manifestationcould, themselves, begin to awaken to the fact that they are immortalbeings of light simply experiencing an illusory, transient reality. Only thenwould they have the wisdom and power to choose to leave the gamevoluntarily. And so it was decided that each player would be awakened atan appointed time. Each of the Light-Beings then put their plans in place tobring the game to a successful close.Zingdad The Ascension Papers Page 9

It is not mine to know what all of the Light-Beings decided. I know only alittle of what one of those Light-Beings did. And now I will draw yourattention to this one particular Light-Being. Though names are of no use tosuch beings, they are of some use to us, so we shall call this being JoyDivine or J-D for short. J-D was invited to come and play this game,specifically to assist with the great transformation that would eventuallyenable the ending of that game. In order to do what he came to do, J-Dsaw that he would need to re-order the whole game just a little by bringinghis own energy to play in the system. For these beings, you see, there is nosuch thing as time. There is consequently no problem in redoing the gamefrom the beginning in order to end it differently. And you can keep redoing until you achieve the desired outcome and then that is the versionof events deemed “most valid”. So J-D came to hold one of the roles in thegame. But J-D did not create the endlessly recursive self-fragmentationsthat many of the other Bright Ones did. This was not originally his game,you see, and so he did not seek to populate it with many billions or eventrillions of aspects of himself as some of the others did. But he did seek tounderstand the game in great depth. And it is really so that the deepest,hermeneutic understanding of a thing can only come from experiencing ityourself. J-D knew that he needed this kind of understanding in order tooffer the assistance that was required of him. And so it was that hedecided to introduce a manifestation of Self into the game. From within hisown being he created a being which may be called "Delight". Delightwould be that which carried the light of Joy-Divine into the densest depthsof the game. Delight would in fact be the incarnating portion of JoyDivine.And that, perhaps it will not surprise you to discover, is my own HigherSelf.A Beginning.In the very earliest memory of my individual existence that I have beenable to find, I was slowly, dreamily, driftingly becoming conscious of"selfness". I was being lovingly cradled within the very being of Joy-Divine.I knew only oneness and belonging. Infinite love was my sustenance. TheZingdad The Ascension Papers Page 10

deepest bliss was my every experience. Slowly, my consciousness arosefrom this slumbering joy and I began to formulate my first thoughts. As Ibecame aware of my own beingness I conceived the thought, "Here am I."And then the question, "What am I?"And with infinite love and gentleness, Joy-Divine began to answer me. Insome ways, this lifetime and those that went before it are a part of theinfinite, unending answering of that question. For, by living and being I amdiscovering myself, who I am and what I am. You see, Bright Ones don'tcommunicate in thoughts and words as we do. Their communications arein whole creations! Our entire universe is really just a part of an unfoldingconversation between the Bright Ones. And as I am here discovering who Ireally am, it is also Joy-Divine engaged in the act of telling Delight theanswer to the question, "What am I?" played out in dramatic form throughall the occurrences in my various incarnations. It's an amazing thing, really.And maybe it is thus for you too? Perhaps you too are that which is busyanswering the question, "What am I?" for yourself. I think this is so, don'tyou?But now to the question of why Delight is here and therefore why I,Zingdad, am here. For beings to move forward they must conceive of apurpose for themselves. Delight has the purpose of being "anInterventionist". What exactly "an Interventionist" is, is a long story that Ishall tell on another occasion – for now kindly accept that it is a being thattravels around the spiritual realms assisting others when they becomestuck in the creations of their own making. And so Delight would help herein the work of the transformation of this reality in a. well. a delightfulway, really. But you know, you can't help a friend with their pain if youdon't understand what they are going through. So, before Delight couldhelp, he had to completely immerse himself in this reality. He had toincarnate a few times and completely lose himself in this reality. And then,right on cue, during his final incarnation at the moment of the greattransformation of the game, he had to remember himself and awaken andascend back out of the system. Only then would he have sufficientunderstanding to really help and do what he had come to do. And, ofcourse, this is what I am right now endeavouring to do.Zingdad The Ascension Papers Page 11

I remember beginning my descent into this system. I left the warmembrace of Joy-Divine and began to enter via the higher dimensions of thisreality for the very first time. And then, with a shock, I began to fall. I felland fell. As I plummeted though the densities of creation, I began torealise that I was losing my connection with the oneness. I began to feelthe terrible pang of a completely new experience – getting lost in thecoldness of desperate aloneness. My vision began to shrink; I could nolonger see what the results of my actions would be! I no longer knew thateverything was perfection. There was so much I suddenly couldn't anddidn't know. As I conceived of the fact that I didn't know what wouldhappen, an entirely new experience gripped my heart – fear! If I didn'tknow what would come next, how could I know I would be okay? Icouldn't! I felt the black robes of the Veil of Unknowing close around meand it felt like icy fingers squeezing my heart. This was agony! And still I felland fell. And then came the oblivion of forgetting both the pain of thefalling and the bliss of what had come before that. The anguish faded.Memory faded. Consciousness became dim. Everything turned slowly toblackness. And then I began to look through blurred eyes upon a strangeand incomprehensible new world.I didn't know it then but my first incarnation had begun.My Life in LyraMy first lifetime was on a planet in the star system of Lyra, so-named afterthe lyre (a type of harp), which is also a useful analogy for the way inwhich life was created there. Many beings had their first incarnation inLyra, which was much less dense than here on Earth. Bodies were far moresubtle than these that we now inhabit. A tonal vibration in the light waswhat caused bodies to manifest – hence the "harp" analogy. Life on thisplanet in Lyra was good. It was a place of love and gentleness where joywas used as a vehicle for teaching. Each person was encouraged to followtheir greatest bliss, to find their unique and special gift and then to expressthat which they most loved doing. There was no competition and nopunishment. Each being was valued for who they were and thecontribution they made. And everyone gave their best at all times.Zingdad The Ascension Papers Page 12

Physically, the beings were fair of skin and hair and had blue eyes. I stillbear those features now out of a sense of identification with them. Theywere a graceful and vital people who knew that their bodies were a divinegift to be loved and cherished and they understood how to treat theirbodies respectfully. And this is one of the reasons that they lived toincredibly great ages. But there was another, more important reason: inthe societies of this place were teachers who passed on to others theteachings of physical ascension. As a result of learning this, the Lyrans didnot age as we typically do here on Earth. As young ones grew up andmatured into adults they would, at some point, begin to show an interestin learning the ways of the spirit. They would request to be taught. Theprocess of learning about this was slow and gentle, with the process itselfbeing valued far more than the outcome. As their training advanced, sothese beings would become wiser and more powerful in the ways of spirit.Eventually they would begin to gain a brightness, as their aura would beginto glow, and beings of great age could immediately be identified by theradiance of their aura. But their bodies, strangely enough, did not age. Tolook into such a being's eyes was to feel blessed and loved. As theirtraining and spiritual growth continued, these beings would become morelight and less matter. And then, when they had done what they had comefor, they would finally and completely transform their physical bodies intolight bodies and leave that world for subtler realms of spirit. A wonderfulthing to observe.The Lyrans lived in absolute harmony with the land. They did not think ofplants, animals and their planet as something to use and consume butrather knew that they were one with these. The land was respected astheir own mother. If a plant or animal was required to sacrifice its body forsomething that was needed for the people, then it was respectfully askedfor that sacrifice. If permission was given then the ending of the life wasdone with great reverence, respect and appreciation. Life there was truly agreat, harmonious partnership and each worked always for the greatergood of the all.My clearest memory of my own life in Lyra is of me standing looking over amoon-lit ocean with a being called Adamu. Though not my father, he hadZingdad The As

This book is the record of my journey to self-discovery, but the overwhelming response that I have received to date from readers indicates that it has, and can be, an invaluable guide for you on your journey to self-discovery too. And so it is with the greatest love and joy that I share it with you. Some of the topics covered in this book include: